Drops of Jupiter

Drops Of Jupiter"

Now that you back in the atmosphere, With drops of Jupiter in your hair
 You acts like summer and walks like rain, Reminds me that there's a time to change
Since the return from your stay on the moon,  You listens like spring and you talks like June

But tell me, did you sail across the sun?
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated?

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star– One without a permanent scar?
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?

Now that you back from that soul vacation, Tracing your way through the constellation,
 You checks out Mozart while  does tae-bo, Reminds me that there's room to grow

Now that you back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that you might think of me as plain ol' Jane told a story about a man
Who was too afraid to fly so he never did land

But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way?

And tell me, did Venus blow your mind?
Was it everything you wanted to find?
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken?
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong

Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance, five-hour phone conversation?
The best soy latte that you ever had, and me?

And did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day?
And did you fall for a shooting star, fall for a shooting star?
 And were you lonely looking for yourself out there?

Was it everything you wanted to find?

Quotes

Dont get too serious.

“We can never judge the lives of others, because each person knows only their own pain and renunciation. It's one thing to feel that you are on the right path, but it's another to think that yours is the only path.”

Quotes of the day

~He that communicates his secret to another makes himself that other's slave- Baltasar Gracian

~Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad.-Hendry Wadswort Longfellow

~To keep your secret is wisdom; but to expect others to keep it is folly.-Samuel Johnson

Malaysia PRU13

Congratulate BN for retaining power.

reality

'' Here are the realities of things, readers. Sometimes you are alone because you have no luck in love, but sometimes you are alone because you chose to be. Sometimes you're married because of love and sometimes you are married because you're scared that you'll be too old and alone. Sometimes you chose a man because of his traits, sometimes because of his looks, sometimes because you just fell inexplicably in love with them and sometimes because you were just being spiteful to another man who rejected you. Sometimes you marry early and stays with each other forever, and sometimes divorce happen. Sometimes you sacrifice for love but love doesn't come your way and sometimes you cheated on love but it keeps on coming for you. 
What you think now, what you aspire about love and relationship now may change in few years time. I was a girl who used to find love annoying when I was a kid. Then I saw it as something inspiring when I was a teenager. In my early 20s, I find love to be selective. In my mid 20s, I find love to be political. In my working era, love is ridiculous. And in my late 20s, love to be something so precious that it does not knock on your heart as easily at the sight of the most perfect man you've ever met.''
I hope to be able to write these for my readers, so that as the definition of love grows and varies for me, it grows and varies for others too. And that while there are happily ever afters, we all learn that it comes in many forms - and that everybody can learn to cherish the many forms of love God has given us.

-  http://nurulsyahida-thewriter.blogspot.com/2013/04/of-writing-love.html

Lost of my Mojo

~Cinta tidak menyedari kedalamannya, sampai ada saat perpisahan 
Kahiji Gibran -(Pudarnya Pesona Cleopatra,Habiburrahman El Shirazy)

Kini kau tiada
Senafas pun ku perlu mencuba
Kau bawa pergi sebahagian dari jiwa raga
Bersendiri hidup umpama hilang erti
Bagaimanakah meneruskan hayat ini

Andai ku bercinta lagi suatu hari nanti
Tunjukkan di mana ruang hati untuknya yang masih belum kau huni?
Apabila tiba waktu bersemuka
Ku perlu pejamkan mata dan memaksa lafaz cinta
Dengan bayangmu di minda

Tiada pengganti bisa hadir dan mampu menyembuh
Rawan di hati meleraikan semangat ku runtuh

Bersendiri masa umpama tak beralih

Berapa lama lagi harus ku merintih

Malam tidak berpurnama
Fajar tiada kejora
Aku hilang di dalam gelita kalbu
Tanpa dirimu asaku mati

-''Oh tuhan tolonglah aku hapuskan rasa cintaku
Aku pun ingin bahagia walau tak bersama dia''

-Mojo-The word originally means a charm or a spell. But now its more commonly said meaning sex appeal or talent.Mojo will make one seem and feel sexy, virile, appealing, invincible and in control etc.

A Haunted Heart

Go down the road called Yesterday
Take a left on a Lost Highway
And make a right on Memory Lane
Drive until you feel the pain

And at the river of tears take one last turn
And cross the bridge that just won't burn
A run down house is love's graveyard
That's where you'll find my haunted heart

Well my haunted heart can't rest in peace
It's buried with his memory
And it's a living hell here after dark
All alone with a haunted heart

Late at night a slamming door
Shadows move across the floor
Footsteps fall on silent stairs
I hear his call but no one's there

His photograph hangs by the bed
A grim reminder love is dead
A love I killed just won't depart
It's living in my haunted heart


~Sammy Kershaw

"Hati yang berhantu..dihujung sana..seram dan kelam
Bayang kelabu terkadang melintasi menyeksa kembali
hati yang usang  tanpa penghuni,ia sendiri terpaku sepi,
dinding dan tiangnya terlukis nama penjarah kejam..berkubur namun kuat mencengkam,
dalamnya ia bersawang,jendelanya berdebu dan lantainya berlubang

Sentiasa dikelubungi suram dan gelap.. ia mati tanpa kata..
dibunuh tusukan demi tusukan luka,
liang ronggannya bergayutan darah esakan yang membeku 

Bumbungnya dipalang pilu dimamah pengkhianatan
tiada tiupan angin melunak,tiada udara mengiringi tawa
 halaman dipagari tembok besi keras berkarat
dari lohong luka yang bernanah sekian lama
Megah merentas masa  dan teguh terpasung

Adakala ia dilawat, hanya sekadar membawa darah pekat,
penafian dan kekeliruan berkeliaran mengusik kesunyian
nyaring bergema dentuman ngeri luka tak sembuh
 ia telah jatuh kejurang paling dalam
hingga akhirnya tiada apa lagi yang mampu merobeknya
tiada pernah lagi akan ada penghuni bisa melewati
setelah ia  terbiar mati.''

Bukan hanya rumah yang berhantu.hati yang berhantu pun wujud dan berada disekeliling kita.
Rumah yang berhantu, rumah itu usang,tak didiami,terletak nun jauh di hujung jalan dan hutan.Seperti istana atau mansion yang berkurun lamanya dipinggirkan.
Bila melangkah masuk,satu perasaan seram yang mencengkam jiwa.
Adakah hati pun begitu?..ada..hati yang suram..kelam dan kabur.

Ya, hati pun bila berpuaka, berhantu dan telah dihuni oleh sesuatu yang lain..maka hanya pemiliknya yang tahu. Kebahagiaan itu mungkin pada luaran..tetapi hati itu sebenarnya telah dihuni oleh makhluk lain yang telah hilang.
Hati itu telah didiami seseorang,dan dia tak mampu nak menghalau bayang penghuni itu jauh-jauh.Hati itu dippinggirkan berkurun lamanya..mungkin pemiliknya meninggalkannya untuk teruskan hidup.
Menidakkan suaranya agar ia diam. Dengan harapan bayang yang menghantui itu berlalu pergi..mungkin ada yang berjaya menghapuskannya tetapi masih ada antara kita yang hidup dengan hati yang menyeramkan itu.

Jadilah ia hati yang keras, perasaan yang cuba dipinggirkan sehingga ia tertinggal menjadi sebuah hati yang usang dan menakutkan..   ianya berada dekat tapi sangat jauh dari manusia,ia berdenyut dengan perasaan terasing dan bagaikan hati itu telah mati perlahan-lahan kerana luka yang teramat..ianya dihancur, digelek, dipijak, dan dibiarkan berdarah bertahun lamanya..mampukah ia bertahan dan pulih?
Time will heal but the scar will remain.

Sehingga tiada lagi kesedihan yang boleh menyakitkannya.
Tiada lagi kepedihan yang mampu dirasakan, dan hati dihantui perasaan takut kepada penyerahan jiwa sepenuhnya. Dinding tebal telah memagari, tembok telah dibina setinggi-tinggi hingga tiada siapa mampu menembusi.